WILT: INTERVIEW


by emma schoors

photo by maria himelfarb

wilt guitarist Andrew Perrea has a thing for Tame Impala.

His room, in which newly-recruited wilt bandmates sit dutifully around him, is home to four of his perennial favorite band’s posters. Lead singer Chelsea Rifkin assures me there’s more just outside. He touts a Lonerism-inspired tattoo, six concerts attended for the band alone, and a natural inclination towards production fueled by Tame Impala mastermind Kevin Parker. Yet, in the midst of fawning over the artist that’s shaped the trajectory of his life, Perrea makes a critical distinction. “This actually is one of the few instances, in this band, where I'm not trying to reference or be inspired by them,” he says. 

The Los Angeles-based group is anything but lacking in the influence department. Rifkin pays homage to Hole’s penultimate Celebrity Skin by way of the band name (“Wilted and faded / Somewhere in Hollywood”), drummer Daniel Bermudez is partial to John Brion’s solo work, and guitarist Aaron Liebman pins Alabama Shakes as a favorite. They bond over a shared admiration for Alex G and Blake Mills, but there’s something about wilt as an entity that requires an approach more stirring.

Debut singlegwen is gritty, glittery, and unapologetically resourceful at heart. “I was trying to teach myself guitar, and the only chords I could learn were the fucking Hole songs,” Rifkin says. Grant Park served as her muse during a semester-long tenure at Columbia College in Chicago, and it’s there that the pieces magnetized. gwen’s cover shot represents the scattered ruins of Gwen’s current life: “A bottle of rosé, some scissors, some of my antidepressants,” Rifkin laughs. It’s not a scathing name-drop. If anything, Gwen’s character is a metaphor for stagnation and untapped talent. “I am Gwen. You are Gwen. Gwen is someone who has all this potential, but can't get her shit together at all.” 

“You flirt with everyone / Cause you know you won’t see them again,” Rifkin lowers from a full-throttled yell to a restrained observation. As for the instrumental aim, “It’s really just servicing her vocal and her song and story,” Liebman says. “I'm always trying to entertain the ear, you know?” he explains, more generally. “That means every eight bars, bring something in, take something out, whatever. Just keep the retention up.” wilt flaunts two working producers in Liebman and Perrea, which has allowed the embryonic group to write and release “gwen” without so much as a cent of outside support. 

Since its November release, “gwen” has garnered 70,000 streams, helped the band reach 50,000 followers on Instagram, and ushered in a dizzying volume of impassioned opinions. “People hate us!” Rifkin says. Liebman points to a recent viral video as having an entire comment section full of fights. Engaging with new fans has in turn become increasingly difficult, but they’ve refused a route of disenchantment. “It totally is overwhelming, but it’s also our dreams coming true,” Perrea says. Liebman adds, of the newfound demand: “There’s a lot of comments on Instagram of people being like, ‘How do you guys only have one song out?’ I'm like, ‘Dude, I don't even know how we have one song out!” 

We sat down with wilt for their very first interview: an in-depth discussion on their exhilarating, ongoing rise to online cult favoritism, everything “gwen,” and what to expect from the band in the months to come. 

This seems like a relatively new project. When did wilt become official?

Aaron: “We actually got together in the same room for the first time in, I wanna say July. I've been producing with Chelsea on and off for the last four years, and she was a solo artist type beat, and that was fine. She was like, ‘We could do a band!’ I'm like, ‘Do people do bands in 2022?’ I guess so. These guys are incredibly talented. Dan's a session drummer, Andrew's another professional producer and straight up, I was like, ‘They’re so busy, they're so good. We’ve got to make them come to us.’ I was afraid to ask, but they hung out for a few practices and they were like, ‘Okay, yeah, this is pretty unique and this is pretty nice.’ We all got along super well. We're all friends. Then we kind of just gunned it for a house party show. We practiced four songs, and then it was solidified.”

Have any of you been in bands before?

Aaron: “We’ve all been in bands except for Chelsea.”

Chelsea: “I'm also a couple years younger than everyone else. They're all working musicians. They've all done a lot of shows, a lot of band stuff. I did theater and acapella my whole life.”

Andrew: “I played in a bunch of bands in high school, came out for college and kind of stopped doing the band thing. Started producing, but was more just working with individual artists. This is my first band since 2017.”

Chelsea: “Dan’s in some other bands.”

Dan: “Yeah, I'm in a couple other bands. I've been in a bunch of them, just a lot of different types of stuff over the years.”

Is this the band you’re planning on going all the way with?

Aaron: “It is now!”

Do any of you come from musical families?

Chelsea: “My mom and dad, they’ve worked at record stores their entire lives. They're not musicians themselves, but they're very, very big appreciators of music. So for my entire life they ran an online record store out of my garage. They've always just been really into music. Flash forward, I think that was five years ago now. My mom works for this music magazine called Flood. They do a bunch of really cool stuff. I'm actually gonna go do a PA thing for her in February, I think. Yeah, that's the most musical I get. And my brother, actually, my little brother is 16, and he's a jazz drummer.”

At 16? Wow. So is that how you got into records, just digging through their bins and everything?

Chelsea: “Yeah, I mean I think I honestly got desensitized to the record trend that started happening when I was like 14, when they started selling records at Urban Outfitters. I was like, ‘I had like 10,000 records in my garage. This is not cool. I don't get it.’ Now of course, I'm like, ‘Damn, I was such a cool kid. That was such a cool thing.’ I was digging through a little bit, especially for Nirvana and 90’s stuff.”

Did anyone else come from a music-type family?

Andrew: “I would say I didn't, but my parents do love music a lot. My parents did make me play piano when I was a kid, which I really didn't like. I came around to guitar when I was 12 because of the Beatles Rock Band. I guess something's in the water, because my brother's also a composer. He does scores and more orchestral arrangements. My parents are just big music people. They love a lot of soul and disco. They grew in the 70’s. I did grow up with a lot of music in my house, for sure.”

You’re the makeshift bassist right now, right?

Andrew: “Since we haven't really played any live shows, we get together and jam and Aaron and I literally switch off. When we produce, it's really just whatever is needed, so Aaron may lay down a bass line, and then I'm like, ‘I have a different idea,’ and then I'll throw something and we'll kind of meet in the middle. Since we're both really into production, we just kind of fill the roles as they're needed with guitar and bass.”

Chelsea: “We’re actually meeting with some potential bass players this week.” 

Andrew: “It's actually funny. I will say this: in every rock band previous, it's like, ‘Oh, you know how to play the root notes, sweet. Here’s the bassline. Oh, you played guitar a few times. Okay, sweet, you can get on bass.’ But now for the first time, we're taking it pretty seriously.”

Chelsea: “We want a badass bass player.”

Aaron: “We’re looking for a bandmate, too.”

Chelsea: “A friend, a bestie.”

Aaron: “It’s like auditioning a friend.”

Chelsea: “We see each other three times a week, and we're all super, super close. So we obviously want someone that's gonna fit into that, who’s also talented. Fingers crossed we find that.”

Since no one’s asked this yet, where did the band name come from?

Chelsea: “I love Riot Grrrl stuff. I love, maybe not Courtney Love so much, but she's so cool. Hole is so cool. In Celebrity Skin, which we actually covered for our first show, which was so, so cool because I had sung that song since I was a little girl, and I finally got to perform it in front of people and it was on my birthday, which was so sick. She has this lyric and it's like, ‘wilted and faded somewhere in Hollywood.’ When we were coming up with band names, we couldn't really find what we liked. We had settled on Chelsea and the Rips for a second, [laughs] rips because we're all kind of stonery, but it just wasn't hitting that much. And then I was like, ‘wilt.’ We saw there's a bunch of other wilts, and we were like, ‘Whatever. We’re cool, and wilt is a great name. We’re gonna use it.’ Now we're wilt and now it fits. I feel like it fits so well in my life.”

Andrew: “I knew when I heard Chelsea say wilt, I was like, ‘That’s the band name, for sure.”

Short band names are less common nowadays, aren’t they? If you’re willing to go all the way and be the most memorable wilt, it’s worth it. 

Andrew: “We’re going to be the wilt. That’s it. Also, it’s really cool that there’s a wilting flower emoji.”

Aaron: “You don't think there was another band called The Killers before 2004? But there's one The Killers. We’re gonna be the one wilt, hopefully.”

Are you big Killers fans?

Aaron: “They’re drilled in my brain, basically.”

Andrew: “I don’t think we had a choice.”

Chelsea: “I didn’t grow up as much with them. My mom and dad were super into new wave. My first concert was Depeche Mode.”

How old were you when you saw them?

Chelsea: “I think I was maybe eight, and I met Dave Gahan, because my mom had artist passes for whatever reason. She’s actually crazy. They're going on another tour this year, and she's flying to London to see them, and she's seeing it here in Las Vegas. They're big Depeche Mode fans.”

Honestly, it’s worth it for Depeche Mode. I’d love to get a feel for your individual music tastes. What were each of your top artists this year?

Chelsea: “I'm gonna tell you three because I feel like they're all very polarizing and different. I listen to a lot of sleep music when I sleep, like my deep sleep playlist. That kind of fucked up my list. But my top artists were Lana Del Rey, BROCKHAMPTON, and Alex G. I would say that's a very accurate representation of where I'm at in my music taste right now. We all love Alex G. He’s, I think probably one of our favorite artists.”

Aaron: “Mine was Black Country, New Road. The album that came out earlier this year was so good.”

Andrew: “My top artist is my perennial favorite. Not so much an influence for this band, but Tame Impala.”

I was like, “There’s too many producers in this band for there not to be at least one Kevin Parker fanatic.”

Chelsea: “He’s a Tame Impala stan. Look around this room! There’s so much Tame Impala stuff.”

Andrew: “There’s three… no, four Tame Impala posters.”

Chelsea: “Just in this room. If you go outside the hallway, there’s more.” 

Andrew: “Yeah, it’s kind of a bit for me. I’ve seen them six times, and I actually have a Tame Impala tattoo. This actually is one of the few instances, in this band, where I'm not trying to reference or be inspired by them. I'll say, it is epic, and him doing everything himself inspired me to be a producer, which I do take that work ethic to this band. Mine's not that embarrassing except for number five, which is fine. It's Djo, Joe Keery’s band. When that album came out I was just like, ‘Oh man, this is it.’ Tamino, which I didn't think would be up there. He’s just this Middle Eastern indie boy. Pup, Pinegrove, and then Charlie Puth, because I'm a producer. I can't help it!”

Chelsea: “Fair enough.”

He’s talented. Doesn’t he have perfect pitch?

Chelsea: “Yeah, but you’re born with that. You don’t work towards that.” 

I watch this musician who taught his son to have perfect pitch. I think it’s possible if you learn when you’re young enough. 

Aaron and Andrew: “Rick Beato!”

He’s so awesome. I love his “What Makes This Song Great” series, just watching him jam out. 

Andrew: “Very talented guy, yeah.”

You’re in a record store surrounded by every record ever made, and you can only choose one. Every other record disappears forever. Which album are you reaching for?

Chelsea: “Oh, that makes me hurt inside. Got to think of a versatile one, man.”

Aaron: “Wait, am I doing this selfishly, or to save humanity?”

Selfishly, obviously. 

Andrew: “I can just go ahead and continue my bit, and I’ll definitely say Lonerism [by Tame Impala.] It’s what my tattoo’s inspired by. It’s just my forever listenable record because it's so creative and it never really repeats itself. I feel like every song in there was so inspired, and just textural and psychedelic. I really love big soundscapes, so that's definitely my favorite record.”

Chelsea: “Oh my God, I don’t know [laughs]. I'm sorry. I'm looking through my Spotify right now. I'm freaking out.”

It’s not a fair question because you don’t always love the whole album. Sometimes there’s a few tracks you just adore, and the rest isn’t your thing.

Chelsea: “Yeah, I’m not an album person.”

Aaron: “It probably would change depending on what week you ask me. This might be showing my age, but I really like Sound and Color by Alabama Shakes. That's one of those albums that there's only one shitty song and that’s at the very end, and the rest of it is produced by this guy Blake Mills, who I idolize and really admire.”

Chelsea: “We never talked about this. That’s so cool, I love Blake Mills.”

Aaron: “I think it's so cool. I think that won a Grammy, and they were headlining festivals around that time, and every song is just so good and so vibey. I love that album.”

Dan: “My favorite record, it's kind of an obscure one from the 90’s. My favorite producer, this guy John Brion, he's a full inspiration all the way. He did the score for Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Have you seen that?”

Yeah. 

Dan: “It’s a classic. His one solo record that he came out with in the 90’s called Meaningless is probably my favorite album of all time. It just came out on vinyl and streaming for the first time ever.” 

Andrew: “That’s a deep cut.”

Dan: “Deep cut, yeah, it's just end to end a one man band. It revolutionized music for me when I listened to it. Like, whoa, one person could do this. Record this and mix this and do it all.” 

That seems like the path you’re taking, keeping it independent. Is the plan to sign to a major label, or do you want to keep things small?

Andrew: “That’s something that we're trying to figure out, because I think we all thought three weeks ago when we put the song out that we would be grinding at this and it would take a while. Just during this interview we're gonna hit 30k followers on Instagram.gwen’ is just getting so much more recognition than we thought, so we're definitely reconsidering our paths and our timeline for what our career looks like. I think we definitely all wanna take this as far as we can go.” 

Aaron: “I do wanna hear Chelsea’s album.”

Chelsea: “I feel like, just the one that's resonated with me throughout my life the most, probably The Bends by Radiohead.”

The old reliable. Your debut single “gwen” was produced with no outside help — where did you record?

Andrew: “At Aaron's house, at my house. Those are the places, we’re both producers.”

Aaron: “We should mention that both Andrew and I do this professionally. We're rather new at it, I suppose. We've been doing it for a while, but we both have home studios.”

Andrew: “I mean, ‘gwen’ is now the song that I've produced, co-produced… I mean Aaron did most of the production, but with the most streams.”

Chelsea, you shot the cover? Are you into photography at all?

Chelsea: “That's the thing, I'm literally not at all. I have a Canon T3i from the Tumblr era when I was like 13. I whipped it out and I was like, ‘I have this vision.’ The original vision was gonna be [my friend] Leah on the toilet with her legs bent at the knees, and she had these underwear that was gonna be embroidered with ‘gwen’ on the front, but that ended up being too much. I couldn't get it down to a square. So I did this cigarette on top of my vintage ass looking toilet. You see Girls to the Front on the cover, my favorite Riot Grrrl book of course, and a bottle of rosé, some scissors, some of my antidepressants, [laughs] everything you need.”

What was the initial spark of inspiration for ‘gwen?’

Chelsea: “‘gwen was a song I wrote when I was in college. I went to Columbia College, the University of Chicago art school for literally a semester, and it just wasn't my thing. I was going for music, but I loved Chicago. I met all my friends there. ‘gwen’ was kind of this idea of a song that, I would spend a lot of my time in Grant Park, which is this beautiful beautiful park on Lake Michigan in Chicago. I’d pretty much write all of my songs there. I just kind of had this idea when I was really just not feeling great about myself or what I was doing at the time. I had a lot of mental stuff going on, and adjusting to a new city, being an adult for the first time. Obviously there's a few lines that I could pull out that are more sentimental, that make more sense to me. But overall it's just, I am Gwen. You are Gwen. Gwen is someone who has all this potential, but can't get her shit together at all. Just can't find it. I have a line that says, ‘gwen, you can do anything.’ That's not me being like, ‘You can do anything.’ It's, ‘You can do anything.’ You can do anything you put your mind to, but you're not. Like, when will you, please? It’s me begging.”

Were there any bands or songs you looked to in terms of inspiration? Did you want it to sound a certain way?

Chelsea: “At least for the songwriting aspect, not the production aspect, because it did sound very, very different when I brought it to the guys. Definitely nowhere near as good as it is now. I was really in the deep hole of my Hole phase in Chicago feeling angsty, and I was singing Violet every single day, and Doll Parts. I never really played instruments except for a little bit of piano, and I was trying to teach myself guitar and the only chords I could learn were the fucking Hole songs. So I was like, ‘Hmm, I guess I could always write to this, then.’ When I first wrote it, I was like, ‘This is completely Hole inspired.’ But then as we brought it to life, it definitely took on a lot of different things. You guys wanna talk about the production aspect? We definitely had a lot of references.”

Andrew: “We were kind of splitting the difference between computer music and rock band, right? We wanted to have that supernatural kind of vibe. Luckily we had access to nice-ish gear through our friends and our connections. We tracked the guitars through a really nice Mesa amp, and we were listening to a lot of Pretty Sick.”

Chelsea: “We love Pretty Sick. That’s a big aspect of the song.”

Aaron: “Weezer, Queens of the Stone Age, just anything with really big guitar sounds. Chelsea, it's really just servicing her vocal and her song and story basically. We didn't do anything too crazy, and as a producer with ADHD, I'm always trying to entertain the ear, you know? That means every eight bars, bring something in, take something out, whatever. Just keep the retention up. It’s funny because Andrew and I [feel] there's no such thing as a perfect mix. I listen to ‘gwen’ and I hear things that can be improved still, and I’m going to forever. You're either listening to a song, or you're listening to a mix, and for me it's still kind of a mix. But it's so cool to see people be like, ‘I've been listening to this on repeat.’”

Chelsea: “So sick.”

Are you working on any other material? 

Chelsea: “We have a lot of stuff written. I would say we have enough for an album, but we're trying to take it slower on the recording process. In our belt we have one song that will definitely be coming out near the end of January, hopefully. That’s already uploaded and everything's done. We’re working on another one for maybe the beginning of January that's really fun. It’s like 90% done. We just don't want to release it during Christmas time, which is mainly why we're waiting, also because I need to shoot a cover for it. The inspiration hasn't struck quite yet, but we have a bunch of other stuff coming. We're hoping to maybe release an EP, maybe the summer of next year or fall. That could be really cool. But right now we're definitely gonna keep it with the singles, and they’ll definitely be one after one after one coming for a while.”

Andrew: “We’re in a situation where we didn't expect ‘gwen’ to go so crazy. We were ready to just kind of do it piecemeal, and just build song to song and have a slower trajectory. But now that ‘gwen’ has already gotten a lot of attention, it's something that we're gonna sit back and try to build up more material.”

Aaron: “We got our most streams on ‘gwen’ in a single day last night, so it's still going up. We’re like, ‘Well, this can actually hold us over.’ Although there's a lot of comments on Instagram people being like, ‘How do you guys only have one song out?’ I'm like, ‘Dude, I don't even know how we have one song out!’ They want a body of work, which is really cool to see people asking for it.”

Have you played many shows yet? 

Chelsea: “Just the one, it was on my golden birthday. It was a house show. It was really cool. There were a lot of other really great artists too. It wasn't anything huge, but it was definitely the best vibe for a first show. Everyone loved us, we loved everyone. It was super fun.”

Are any of you avid concert goers?

Chelsea: “I would say we all kind of are, yeah. I've personally been to five different concerts in the last two months. This is like my concert going season.”

What concerts?

Chelsea: “I did Duster at the Roxy, Alex G at The Wiltern, Lil Nas X at YouTube Theater. I'm not really super into pop music just because it's never really been my thing, but he's the one I love. He's my guilty pleasure. I think he's amazing, I really do. I think he's super talented, and that was such a cool concert. I went to the BROCKHAMPTON final show like two weeks ago. I was gonna go to Car Seat Headrest, but they canceled it. I was so upset about that, I love Car Seat Headrest. Alex G was sick though. That was probably my favorite concert I've ever been to. I'm just such a big fan of his.

LA has some seriously amazing venues — Troubadour, Roxy, Forum, the list goes on. Which ones would you like to play at in the coming years?

All: “The Roxy!”

Chelsea: “Yeah, we have to be realistic. That’s a great venue. I also love the Fonda.”

Andrew: “My dream for the band has always been for us to play this festival Desert Daze. It’s at Lake Perris, like an hour out from LA.”

Aaron: “It's gonna happen.” 

Andrew: “Just playing on the beach there is all I can ever ask for.”

What do you see when you envision wilt at its peak?

Andrew: “I can say that I don't know that I would want to play stadiums for the vibe. Below that, I just want to be doing big theaters.”

Chelsea: “The Wiltern, even. That’s giant.”

Andrew: “The Greek, just doing huge, huge theaters would kind of be the vibe. As big as we could take it. We've been dreaming about what we want just over the past week, and manifesting. I wanna play Coachella. I wanna play the main stage at Desert Daze festival.”

Chelsea: “I wanna do Lollapalooza.” 

Andrew: “Australian tour, for sure.”

Chelsea: “That’s so random.”

Aaron: “I have this vision of playing ‘gwen’ orPuberty’ on a late night television show, wherever it is.”

Chelsea: “‘Puberty’ is the name of one of the songs coming out.”

Aaron: “I can see that, and it doesn’t even feel unrealistic.”

Chelsea: “You’ve just got to imagine it, and it will happen.”

Andrew: “Conan has the best music taste.”

Aaron: “Conan has great music taste. We’ll do it on Conan.”

Conan does have great music taste. 

Chelsea: “I wanna do SNL.”

Andrew: “My parents, every time I make a song they're like, ‘Andrew, I can hear you playing that on SNL.’ And I'm like, ‘Sure.’ Yeah, we’ll do ‘gwen’ there too.”

You can do all of them!

Chelsea: “Literally, yes. That’s the goal.”

I do want to talk about the rapidity at which you’re growing. Between setting up this interview and now, you’ve gained 30,000 followers. Has that been overwhelming at all?

Chelsea: “Obviously it’s a first world problem, but there's just likes and comments and follows and it's hard to use our phones. I literally have to log out every time.”

Aaron: “I’ve also just never experienced that volume of hate comments.” 

Chelsea: “People hate us!”

Aaron: “It’s so crazy how polarizing it is. There’s a clip of the second chorus of ‘gwen’ on Instagram that has 600,000 [views] now. That went viral because everyone was arguing the comments, and it was so extreme. Someone would be like, ‘This sucks ass, this is the worst thing I've ever heard,’ and then someone else would be like, ‘‘gwen’ has a choke hold on me.’ It's just so intense. I try not to acknowledge the gnarly ones.”

Chelsea: “It’s hard not to sometimes. I was planning on being on the social media because I'm the lead singer. I'm also the youngest and probably the most tech savvy. That is not the case at all. I can't handle mean comments, even if they're kind of silly and helping us get views, so [Andrew and Aaron] actually do it and they're doing a great job at it. They comment to everyone, DM everyone, and we're getting such good responses and I think that's very much major props to you guys.”

Andrew: “It totally is overwhelming, but it's also our dreams coming true. It's so cool. I try to make the best out of it. There are plenty of hate comments, but we respond to every person that shares our videos on their stories. We send them a DM, and there's many people that I've just DM’d them the song and they're like, ‘This is insane. I love it.’ So just getting that response on a cool DM is super validating, and there are plenty of likes and plenty of comments and plenty of views that just keep us going, and make us feel like this is totally worth it, you know? It’s mind blowing the rate that it's going up. Two nights ago, it was 20k. It's unbelievable. We're definitely looking for management and stuff like that to facilitate this and make it sustainable so it's not overwhelming, but we're doing our best and this is really all we could ever ask for with the amount of attention we're getting on the first song.”

 

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ADAM HICKS: INTERVIEW


by alex grainger

Adam Hicks recently released his debut hip-hop single “Chosen One.” A vulnerable and striking conversation and single reveals the private life and struggles of Hicks away from the spotlight of being a successful child actor. The honest hip-hop single was written during his incarceration. Hicks used his incarceration and sobriety to save himself and hopes this single to be a note of inspiration and motivation for anyone who is struggling alone and has to save their own life. He is not only sharing his story through his music but also plans to use his platform to “create a change in the justice system.” Read more about “Chosen One” and Adam Hicks’ story below!

Can you tell us what your single “Chosen One” is about?

Adam: “‘Chosen One’ starts off telling the story about my life before I got arrested. I was neglecting my mental health to keep pushing forward on my career, trying to make everyone happy around me and support a lot of people financially. I turned to substances to mask the pain I was in mentally after losing my mother and my brother going to prison along with the anxiety I had been dealing with since I was six years old in the industry. It tells the story about how I was acting reckless when I was on substances, and going about my life without taking the time out I really needed. So when I got to jail I finally could get the help I needed, even though the care is well below the standard. So it’s about me going to jail, and knowing that since I was finally sober I was able to start thinking right and applying myself. When I was in jail, a lot of people I thought would be there for me were just not at all there. And I knew once I got out I would start doing music, start getting my life going, and people would come back and act like the last four years never happened. So it’s about how everyone is with me now that I’m back. But it also is a song I wrote for anyone who is going through something and has to pull themself through it by themselves and knowing that anyone can go through their own struggle and make it through and be their own ‘Chosen One’ who ultimately turns their life around.”

“Chosen One” was written while you were incarcerated. What made you turn to music to share your story and thoughts?

Adam: “Chosen One was one of the first songs I wrote incarcerated, but I had been writing music since I was like eight years old. It’s something I always loved doing and got a lot of opportunities to do it especially with Disney thanks to Steve Vincent who let me write for Zeke and Luther, Lemonade Mouth, Let It Shine, Shake it Up, etc. But even though I had always written music I really started getting better in jail because I was able to really take the time where before I was always on substances and couldn’t think the same way. I really believe that in our darkest days us as artists write the best music and that’s what happened to me. I probably wrote over a hundred songs and they’re all the best music of my life I ever wrote.”

How therapeutic was this song in the healing and confrontation process?

Adam: “I enjoyed writing this because I knew that I would be able to tell my story through my music, and I have a ton to share. So with all my music I can’t wait to share what I have been through and what people don’t know about me, all while trying to make some bangers. It’s the best way I have to express myself.”

What is the message you are sending to listeners of “Chosen One?”

Adam: “Chosen One is for anyone who is going through a struggle in their life, and basically for those going through a struggle alone. I wanted everyone to know that I did it on my own and so can they. Everyone has their own struggles whether it's with family, with relationships, with their job, etc. So really it’s for anyone who has to go through their own struggle and pull themself up out of it and save their own life. That’s the deeper meaning to the song behind it all, because I know a lot of people are out there alone in their own mental health and addiction battles and I wanted to write it as an inspiration/motivation too.”

How would you describe your sound? With “Chosen One” being your debut hip-hop single, do you plan on your upcoming releases to have a similar sound or explore a new genre?

Adam: “All my songs are going to be hip-hop and rap. Growing up I listened to Eminem, Biggie Smalls, Big L, and Tupac, but my sound I would say it’s for listeners of J. Cole, Kendrick Lamar, 03 Greedo, and King Von. A lot of my songs are going to be hype but I also really like the dreamier stuff I have going. I always wrote and rapped like Eminem and J. Cole in my earlier days so there is a lot of inspiration from them, but I’m putting my own spin on them to make it an alternative hip hop sound. Not straight rap, but either a hype vibe, a dreamy vibe, or just really showing off lyricism, because my root in everything I’ve always done is lyrical wordplay.”

This single and your story are both very personal and vulnerable. How have you found the courage to express these emotions with the world?

Adam: “I definitely think I have surprised a lot of people since I was holding in a lot about my childhood and addiction struggles since I was 12/13. I wanted to first share my story because a lot of people think I meant to do the stuff I got arrested for and that was never the case. I know I let down my fans who didn’t understand what I was going through and I wanted to share with the world that it isn’t my intention to act like that or continue to act like that. Unfortunately a lot of child actors do not get the help they need. We’re put in the spotlight with our issues and we have to try to cope, but there are so many people out there dealing with addiction and mental health issues that will never have a story in the spotlight. So I really wanted to shed light on what mental health issues the media hasn’t really talked about, it’s not something a lot of people know can happen unless someone in their life goes through it or they educate themselves on it. So I wanted to bring awareness to men’s mental health that can show up in different ways than it might for other people. I knew I didn’t have a choice, I had to share my story because if I could help one person along the way that would be amazing to me.”

Reflecting on when you wrote the song to where you are in life now, how have you grown as an artist since then?

Adam: “I think my music has gotten a lot better since I wrote Chosen One since it was one of the first songs I wrote incarcerated. I have so many songs I wrote that I want to put out about my experiences but also just to connect with listeners who have gone through something similar.”

You released a music video for “Chosen One.” What was the creative process behind the music video? What was the inspiration behind having it begin as a skit?

Adam: “The Chosen One music video starts off with a skit to demonstrate my story especially. I went through a lot trying to get the truth known in my situation. I had to fire my first lawyer because he wasn’t involved in communicating to me and didn’t really care what happened or what the truth was, and unfortunately that’s what happens to a lot of people in the process. The justice system will give deals that are unreasonable if your lawyer doesn’t fight them. And what I wanted to show is what actually happened to me, your lawyer gets you a deal and then wants more money to keep fighting. That’s something most people incarcerated don’t have, the rich will always get away with not going to prison. The poor have to serve long sentences just because they can’t fight it. The system wants to give you prison time just so they can say they did. I got my sentence after spending almost four years in jail, waiting since I didn’t have half a million to bail out, and then I was sent to prison for another three months instead of going to a program. Most people have no idea how the justice system works, they think that people get long sentences just because they deserve it, and that’s not how it works because money will always have the upper hand and why people can avoid prison entirely and just go to probation etc. because they have an extra 500 grand laying around.”

You note how you want to use your platform to advocate for mental health and “create change in the justice system.” In what ways do you plan to advocate? Why is this so important to you?

Adam: “I think what’s not talked about enough in the media is how many mentally ill people there are in jail. I was in the Twin Towers in LA County Jail, which is all for severely mentally ill people. And a fraction of them get the chance to get real help, like I did at a psych hospital, and more of them would benefit from it. When I received the right psychiatric medication my entire world changed, and that’s no exaggeration. So it’s very sad that a lot of people will just be spending their time in jail which really is not where they can get help, and the entire point of the system is to rehabilitate so when offenders are released they don’t commit more crimes. And if we don’t get them help, we are failing to do our job. A lot of people don’t know how it works, and I didn’t either until I was inside and saw how it disproportionately affects the poor and people of color, and it’s something I think needs to be brought to light that people who don’t have resources are suffering when they never meant to commit a crime, they were just severely mentally ill. I hope to bring awareness and partner with organizations in the future as I think I could bring a lot more awareness with the right partners and hopefully create legislative change.”

What’s next for you?

Adam: “What’s next is my single ‘Famous’ [that dropped] on December 9th, 2022! That’s my second single and then after that I have two more coming in January and February! I can’t wait to share my music with my fans and the world.”

 

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CHLOE JANE: INTERVIEW


by alex grainger

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Chloe Jane recently released her debut single “Addicted.” The captivating edgy pop sound tells the story of how in today’s society everyone is addicted to their phones. Jane, through the electric synths of “Addicted,” is hoping to reach and inspire listeners to live in the moment and put our phones down. Read more about Chloe Jane and “Addicted” below!

Can you tell us what your song “Addicted” is about?

Chloe: “‘Addicted’ is about how in today’s society, people seem to be totally reliant on their phones and are losing touch with reality and our daily lives. Many of us are spending so much time glued to our phones and technology, which is causing us to to miss out on what is going in the moment around us.”

What was the creative process behind “Addicted?”

Chloe: “I came up with the idea for the song with my producers Simon and Luke (Chapters Music) in LA at the Village studios. We sat down one afternoon and talked about how everyone we know, including us, are so addicted to our phones and how our phones have gotten in the way of basic communication and productivity. We decided to take time away from our phones and write a song about it.”

Is there a message you are sending to listeners of “Addicted?”

Chloe: “I hope ‘Addicted’ inspires listeners to put their phone down, live in the moment a little more, and pursue their goals and dreams. I hope the message inspires people to become more productive by not staring at their phones for hours and wondering where the time went. Also, it can inspire listeners to pay more attention to their surroundings, preventing danger while doing daily actives such as driving, crossing the street, etc.”

How would you describe your sound? With “Addicted” being your debut single, do you plan on your upcoming releases to have a similar sound or explore a new genre?

Chloe: “I would describe my sound right now as edgy/pop. The synths and sonics in ‘Addicted’ are very dark and edgy as well as the cool voice coders under my lead vocals adding an interesting texture. I really like that sound at the moment, however I have been making new music leaning more towards the dance pop genre pulling influences from my DJ roots.”

Being a DJ who grew up in the New York and Ibiza club scenes, how has this influenced your music and artistry?

Chloe: “I’ve been DJing since I was 13. Paris Hilton gave me my first gig opening for her at her children’s charity event in Ibiza at the legendary club, Amnesia. Paris and the owners of the club were very impressed by my skills and wanted to give me my own residency. The summer after, I was the youngest to ever have a residency at a club in Ibiza, Spain and I had my own teenage parties for Gen-Z. It was a big success because the teenagers had no place to go out to with their friends and the word spread really quickly that there were 2,000 kids there a night. After that, I started DJing and singing all over the place. I’ve played in St.Barths at different clubs and events, in NY at Nebula recently, the Blond, the Electric Room, lots of fun places downtown. I love DJing because I love to see people have fun and dance, escaping from all the things away from the dance floor. I have started incorporating my own songs into my DJ sets and singing them live, which has become my favorite thing to do.”

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You mention “Addicted” is about how in society everyone is addicted and reliant on their phones. Have you taken your own advice and tried to live in the moment more often?

Chloe: “Well if I'm being honest, since making this song I have been on my phone more often because of all the content I have been making and editing for socials to get my music out there. I’m also meeting as many people as possible in person and traveling whenever I can to meet people around the world and communicate with them to help promote and be made aware of my music. Meeting new people in person is more interesting than meeting people over the phone. However, the phone is an easier way to reach many people.”

How have you grown as an artist through the creation of “Addicted?”

Chloe: “I have definitely grown as an artist through the creation of ‘Addicted’ because the topic is universal and I have been seeing so many people connect to the message. The internet is such a large part of our society now and making a song that talks about the difficulties that come with it has been challenging but rewarding by seeing people connect and respond to it.”

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You also released a music video for this single – what was the creative process behind translating “Addicted” into a visual piece?

Chloe: “I had so much fun making the music video for ‘Addicted.’ Caro Knapp directed the video and we came up with the treatment together. When she asked me what I had in mind for the story, I told her that I wanted to display being stuck in a virtual world, unable to connect with reality. In the beginning of the video, I enter an empty room with only a large video projection of myself, representing my projection of myself on social media. I look at it with curiosity, which later leads to the resentment I have towards being unable to connect with reality. In another scene I am tied up in telephone wires to resemble the attachment I have to the phone and being unable to disconnect even if I tried. In other clips I light a phone on fire, drown it in a fish bowl, and then smash it into pieces with a bedazzled hammer. In the date scene I am sitting at a table across from a guy and we are talking but when I reach my hand towards his, he turns into a projection and then as soon as I move it back, he turns back into a real person. The resolution of the video ends with me ripping down all the photos of myself, my crushes, and internet obsessions, hung all around me and blocking the view of my surroundings. After I ripped the photos down I was finally able to get in touch with reality by looking out the window hearing the sound of traffic and people on the streets.”

What are you most proud of upon the release of “Addicted?”

Chloe: “I am most proud of the fact that I am finally able to share my music with my audience that has been following my journey for a while, as well as connecting with people discovering my music for the first time. The pandemic allowed me to really work on my craft and create so much music that I am finally ready to release.”

What’s next for you?

Chloe: “There is so, so much new music coming in 2023 and I have some very fun remixes already lined up for ‘Addicted’ before the end of the year. :) I am excited to release all of the material I have been working very hard on for the last one to two years and share it with the world. There is no better feeling than seeing people connect with your music. My goal is to uplift others and make people feel like they are not alone while going through hard times.”

 

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CLAIRE ROSINKRANZ: INTERVIEW


by lauren kovolenko

photo by hunter baker

As writers for Unclear Magazine, we are honored to talk to a wide variety of artists and creatives. This time around, I got the chance to talk to one of the coolest young people in the music world right now — Claire Rosinkranz! We talk about tours, personality, and finding your sound. We hope you enjoy what you read!



When did you start writing music? How was music introduced to you?

Claire: “I started writing at eight years old and was lucky enough to be introduced to music though my family.”



How would you describe your sound and music to someone who's never listened before?

Claire: “Honestly, I don’t know. I feel so wrapped up in what I’m making all the time that I don’t even know what it is. So, I usually just tell people to listen to it and if they like it, great! I want people to take time to explore the music and see how it resonates with them.”



There's no doubt you have a major influence online, with TikTok success particularly. How did the virality of “Backyard Boy” change your life?

Claire: “It gave me A LOT of amazing opportunities and ones that forced me learn and grow in ways I wouldn’t have if it wasn’t for that song. I’m very thankful for it.”



What was your writing process like on BeVerly Hills BoYfRiEnd? Did that same process apply to your other singles/EPs that followed?

Claire: “My writing and creative process is constantly changing. It’s usually me writing on a guitar or piano. Back then, I was writing about whatever was in 16 year old Claire’s brain, and now I write about what’s going on in my head at 18.”



Where does your influence come from within your writings? Are any of your lyrics based on real events?

Claire: “I write about EVERYTHING I feel or think in my journal. A lot of that stuff makes its way into my music.”




Are you planning on releasing a full-length album in the near future? Any hints on what the all-encompassing vibe will be?

Claire: “I’m releasing an album near the beginning of the next year, potentially in February. Just a lot of songs I’m really excited about… but it’s more fun to keep you all guessing.”




When you aren't creating music, what are you doing? How do you find your calm in such a busy industry?

Claire: “Love hitting the beach, driving around in my car, and hanging with my fam and friends.”




As a young person with a voice, do you have any inspiring words to share with our readers?

Claire: “We’re put on this Earth to be nobody but ourselves. Pursue whatever you really, really want to do and SHARE IT. Nobody actually cares that much, and if they do, why are you listening to them? Don’t get stuck living in somebody else’s brain.”




What has been your favorite project and song lyric to date?

Claire: “Favorite project: probably my upcoming LP, and all of the lyrics in one of my songs off the project, called ‘Polarized.’”




You have collaborated with a few people thus far — what was that process like for you? Do you want to do more in the future?

Claire: “All of my collabs so far have been a good time, easy. All were done during the Covid-era (safely, of course). Def looking forward to doing future collabs.”




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Congratulations on your recent tour with Alec Benjamin! What are you most excited for while touring?

Claire: “Thanks! Really looking forward to being in new cities, new coffee shops, new vintage/thrift stores, and most of all, performing!”




What is one personal and one career goal you'd love to achieve? What does the word "success" look like to you?

Claire: “Personal goal: surfing. Career goal: do a tour overseas and make more music. I don’t really know what success looks like to me. I’m kind of a perfectionist, so I’m constantly hard on myself to do more and be better. Workin’ on giving myself more grace lol.”




Where do you want to go from here? Do you plan on pursuing music long term?

Claire: “I’m open to trying, learning and picking up new things, but music will always be number one.”




If you weren't doing music, what do you think your life would look like?

Claire: “Honestly, no clue.”

 

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ELENA ERIN: INTERVIEW


by mariah estran

photo by loz

Singer-songwriter Elena Erin has always been interested in music. She moved to New York and began pursuing music business and her own artistry. During that time, she observed the ruthless nature of the entertainment world. Moments that became self-reflective as she began feeling further from her childhood roots.

Her debut album Holy Tender Artist taps into those stories. “The whole album came from growing up in this really religious family,” she explains. “I think a lot of me felt there was something no longer holy about me. After I had pursued the whole music thing in New York, all my tenderness was gone.”

However, through those times of reflection, the album concisely documents her confidence in empowering lyrical writing. “As I homed in on the craft, who I am starts coming out in the songs,” she says.

Elena Erin took the time to give us more insight into her album. She tells us about her inspirations, working through the pandemic, and the meaning behind specific tracks.



Your track “Almost Famous” describes growing up and pursuing your dream. How has music guided you into figuring out who you are as an individual?

Elena: “I think it was a way to express myself and put my emotions into words. As a kid, I wrote a lot — a lot of which was copying what other artists were doing. As I homed in on the craft, who I am starts coming out in the songs. That happens more and more every year.”



I feel like there’s a reason behind “Almost Famous” being the first track on Holy Tender Artist. Why did you want to open with this song?

Elena: “The whole album came from growing up in this really religious family. I moved to New York and ended up doing music. Throughout my life, what I was pursuing was the music industry and music business. I think a lot of me felt there was something no longer holy about me. After I had pursued the whole music thing in New York, all my tenderness was gone. I had to be badass, cut-throat.

I also questioned my artistry a lot. Sometimes it felt like it didn’t come naturally to me. So, the whole album describes that, and it goes back to my roots growing up. It describes that opening story of where my mindset was at the time and where it is now.”



The album explores vulnerable moments, and it’s tender-pop atmosphere allows that to shine. What were some of your musical inspirations along the way?

Elena: “I think a lot of them would be various singer-songwriters. I’ve always loved Lorde’s writing. She would say things in a way that if you had read it or heard it, you’d be like, ‘That’s not going to work.’ By the tenth time you hear it, you’re like, 'This is such a clever way to do it.'

I grew up with a lot of old country music. I’ve always loved that type of storytelling. I feel like there’s been a surge of singers-songwriters that are raw and honest in their writing. Someone I like lately is Julia Wolf. I got a lot of inspiration from saying what’s on my mind without worrying about how it will be perceived or if the story is being told right.”


You wrote most of these songs during the pandemic. Would you say those secluded times aided your songwriting and creativity?

Elena: “It’s the reason I was able to write such good music. I think it’s the best music I’ve written in my life thus far. It was the first time I could stay home for a week straight and work on music.

I’d wake up early in the morning and be nonstop all day — writing and writing. There were no social distractions or anything to distract me at all. I found it very empowering and creative.”



What song on the album is your favorite?

Elena: “There is a song called ‘Mayhem World.’ I think that’s my favorite because it’s been with me the longest. I wrote it pre-pandemic, it describes me and the person I was seeing. It felt like we were so perfect for each other but jaded by the world and had all these different masks on.

The whole idea of ‘Mayhem World’ was that there's so much mayhem in the world that it destroyed us. That one feels very dramatic — it has a depth to it that I like.”



How’s the story going to be shown in the music video?

Elena: “I’ve done some videos that have storylines and everything. I wanted to express these stories in small intimate ways, verses showing the whole story played out. Which is why ‘Almost Famous’ is made in my bedroom — that’s the landscape I would be in.

This one is set in a bar in London. One of the lines of the song is: ‘Nobody knows what it’s like to hold me closer, nobody knows what it’s like to hold you closer.’ Me pining after this person, but also knowing that this would never work.

So, I walk into a bar, order a whiskey, and I sit there on my phone, singing this song as I process all these emotions as they are happening. Then when I’m done drinking my whiskey, I leave and walk out.

It’s like you’re sitting there, experiencing the feelings in the song with me.”



What can we expect from you next?

Elena: “I have another visual for ‘Für Elise”’ coming out. Then I have a Christmas song I wrote last year that I like. So, I’m going to try to get it produced and out for Christmas this year. Hopefully, we’ll have an Elena Christmas track.”

 

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