by brittany and everly ormiston
photo by teren mabry
nobody likes you pat is the solo project of Pat Kiloran, an indie-pop singer-songwriter, producer, and multi-instrumentalist. His bright indie-pop anthems are accompanied by rich, charismatic storytelling, and fused with organic production. Songwriting is Pat’s personal journal, which he hopes to look back on when he is 80-years-old. He recently released the single “midwest blues,” which details significant moments throughout Pat’s life that have shaped him into who he is today, and who he hopes to be as the years go on. The music video for the track is self-directed, and is full of breathtaking shots of nature. The simplicity emphasizes the importance of taking a step back, and remembering at the end of the day we are all human. “midwest blues” is included in the track list of Pat’s debut LP imago set to be released on November 18th. The honest stories presented in this body of work will be a soundtrack for listeners to lean on when in the midst of sadness and hardship. Ultimately nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same.
Why did you decide to pursue a solo project? Why the different direction from MILKK’s pop-rock sound?
Pat: “I think a lot of artists were heavily affected by the pandemic; not only in their daily lives but also creatively. And those things combined led to a lot of change for people. It was no different for me. I felt the need to step out on my own again and create without the need for feedback and approval. I needed something new and more close to home — a sort of diary, if you will.”
How does it feel knowing your art resonates with so many listeners around the world?
Pat: “Affecting people and causing people to think or to gain new perspectives or to be encouraged or challenged has always been one of the main goals of my work. So, I’m grateful that is something I’m able to do.”
You partnered with MusiCares for the release of “midwest blues.” Can you share a little bit about your journey with this incredible non-profit organization?
Pat: “I was diagnosed with OCD a couple of years ago. At the time, my insurance did not cover the therapy I needed to begin working on it. MusiCares gave me a grant to cover the therapy, which ended up being very needed at the time. I’m grateful for them and what they do.”
Describe your experience of self-directing the music video for “midwest blues.” What was it like having another outlet to express yourself and your artistry?
Pat: “Well, I would say it was more co-direction. My friend Dawson Waters who shot and edited the video was a big part of it, dare I say most of the direction. Even though long form videos are less viable now with the rise of TikTok and Reels, I think music videos are special, in that they can rely more on purpose and feeling behind the song that gives the viewer a much deeper experience than a 10 second video can.”
You will be releasing your debut LP imago in just a few months. What are a few debut albums of other artists you find comfort in?
Pat: “College Dropout by Kanye. For Emma, Forever Ago by Bon Iver. The 1975 by The 1975. Worlds by Porter Robinson.”
What influences did you pull from when creating imago?
Pat: “I would say most of my influences were just from the simplicity of everyday life. The joy, the hardships, the love, and everything in between. If you’re not telling your own story, then what’s the point?”